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ahhh i yam going camping today. i can’t wait. i don’t really wanna trip though. that sounds scary given the fixed situation that it kind of is. i just can’t wait to jam on the way up, build fires, tell ghost stories, hike the area, and generally….explore [: i am such a chid about camping, i am seriously sitting here with the biggest smile on my face as i am typing haha. i just hope that after being so fucking confused by my own self yesterday, that all this playing outside is going to give me lots of time to think and to decide things that i really actually want. i should probably go visit my dad’s mom’s house today, so as to not sever any ties. i also need to get motherfucking cigarrettes. which i am also trying to quit in addition to party drugs and eventually acid and mushrooms as well. which won’t really be a problem because i have to be in the exact right state of mind, occuring once in a very blue moon. its gonna suck not to be able to fix my makeup or use my phone. but i am sooooo excited to go let the wild rumpus begin!
